I
put a new picture in the background... I drew it this morning after
Julio left. [After I ask him to leave after our "little talk"]. It's a
mix between being broken hearted and my favorite flower [a daisy].

Yeah... I meet another good guy, but it didn't work out this time
because I miss Lee. Life sucks. I know he doesn't feel the same way
about me, so I don't know why I care so much about him. I guess I'm
holding on, hoping he comes around and says "I love you" [like in some
romantic movie or something]. Julio has called me 4 times today. This
morning he called and left a voicemail saying "I love you, Sarah. I can
make you happy and fix your heart. Bye. I love you". I don't want to be
with any other guy except Lee, but I know Brady needs a "father-figure"
in his life. Oviously, that's not going to be Lee!! Other than that, we
good... We're alive. I still hate CVS [more now than ever] But what can
you do - - - It's money!! Blah... I'm out. Peace.

Woah...
People are so wierd. Like the HopelessIdiot person on here. If they
like suicide and want to go to Hell then go for it, they won't see me
there. Anyways, people in this town are real big assholes. I wasn't
having a good day [besides it was truck day], so I sort of was mean
right back. Oh well, I don't care if they call and complain on me
because I don't work tomorrow [THANK GOD]!! However, there are nice
guys in this town. I met a guy named Julio. He's V. sweet and cute.
Speaking of, I'm going to get off here and call him back since he left
me 2 voicemail messages on my cell when I was at work. Okay... I'm out
now. Peace.



"Later days & Better lays!"

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Here's a short update...

Como estas, chicos y chicas? Mi, asi asi... [Work
sucks; I hate truck day!! I had to stay an hour and 1/2 after I was
scheduled to get off.] Oh well, mucho dinero. Okay, I'm tired, and I'm
going home and going to bed. Buenos noches. Adios.

"Later days & Better lays!" - The Queers

I just
got off work; it sucked. I worked with Melanie and Leah, tonight [oh
boy]. Basically, I worked by myself... Life goes on. Now, I'm at my
'rents checkin' my xanga, myspace, and email [fun fun]. Brady and I are
still enjoying our own place. I don't think Chad's going to be coming
around anymore because he called me insensitive and hung up on me. Oh
well, I didn't wanna date him anyways [not a big loss]. AND I'M NOT
INSENSITIVE. Blah... I got an .18 cent raise, so now I make $ 11.00 an hour... Woot woot for me. Well, I'm getting off here.

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"LATER DAYS and BETTER LAYS"

I
got off 2 hours early from work today because my eyes were hurting
really bad. I have a start of a sty in my eye. Tam was a real b*tch,
today. Brady told her to "ssshutt up". She was like "Do you want me to
bust your butt?" I was like "Going ahead and try it... You're not
touching my son!" I got evaluated for a raise today... I got an $ .18
raise, so now I make $11.00 an hour... Which makes it really hard to
quit. I'm so over that place; I need to marry a rich guy. Blah... I
took some pictures of Brady in his suit. He wanted to wear it the other
day with his cowboy boots, and he wanted his hair spiked. He looked so
handsome :

I'm off here now though...

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"Later days & Better Lays" -The Queers

I've updated once again... [not quite as often as usual]. I had to update tonight though; I was missing codes
This no interent thing is depressing... But I'm surviving. Anyways, I
just drank some herbal tea, and now I'm tired - - - SO... I'm out.
"Later days & Better lays"!

I hate working with Leah; she's such a
dumb b*tch. Oh well... Anyways, not a good night... I had two people
try to use money cards to buy cigarettes. Both of them called me rude
because I wasn't going to take the money cards. Oh well, I'm not losing
my job over something stupid. Blah... Michelle and I both wrote notes
for Tam in the morning about our wonderful night with Leah. Oh well,
I'm off here and going home and to bed... Nite nite ya'll... Until next
time, Later days - - - Better lays!

I watched The Others last night. It was really good. After the movie, I
was smoking outside and I started thinking "Are we really dead and is
the dead really living". I don't know... It was wierd like I was part
of the movie... Anyways, I had to update so everyone knew I was still
alive and Brady is doing well. I still hate CVS. I'm out now... Going
to get some groceries - - - Later days - Better Lays!

I hate cramping; I hate girl week!!



I was off work today... It was too
shabby. Chad stayed the night with me last night. He pissed me off, so
I left to my 'rent's house. Then, we went to Wal-Mart Supercenter at
like 1:30 this morning... I had to get tampons [Woot woot]. I dyed my
hair this morning today; it looks pretty!! I feel asleep at like 4:30
AM and woke up at 8. At 11 this morning, Chad pissed me off again. He
flipped me off, so I told me he can just leave. He's such a fuck head.
Oh well, Brady and I are going home now. We need sleep; I gotta work in
the morning. Later days - - - Better lays!!



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Dude... I feel like I'm gonna puke. My stomach is all blah - - - and I
got this massive headache. Work sucked this morning; the time went by
REALLY slow!! Now, I'm sittin' at my 'rents waiting for my mom to get
back w/ my son, so we can go home. Yee... I think I might take a small
nap while I'm waiting... So, I'm out. Later days - - - Better lays!




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