I'm trying to find the words to say "I don't want to be with you",
but Julio makes me feel so guilty everytime I try to break up with him,
and Chad won't stop calling me. Besides that, Brady is getting so big;
I love him so much!! I almost have Christmas ready. I have to get a few
more things before I say "I'm finished". Blah blah...

"Life is good... Life is great... Life is so unbelievable!"

My favorite lil' buddy Christian, my sister, and my bumble bee [loco gatos] :

His
the update : My manager's a bitch, I have a boil on my back that hurts
like a mother freaker, Brady is getting so big and getting over an ear
infection, relationships are
complicated, and I hate CVS. I got Verizon DSL at my appartment, but I
haven't gotten it hooked up, yet. It's hooked up through the service; I
just have to get the DSL box connected. Eventually, I will get around
to it.



Updated pictures on myspace!!

This
weekend
wasn't so bad [Probably because I was off]. It's about time; I never
get a weekend off work. I almost got Brady's Birthday party ready [A
couple more things left to do and I'll be done]. Not too much
excitement in my life... Same o' same o'... Julio is a WAY TOO JEALOUS
for me. Chad told me a couple days ago I should dump Julio and get back
with him, but I don't think that's going to happen. I don't want to be
with anyone. Oh well, I'm off here. Peace.



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SHORT UPDATE : I have my digital camera back; I'm so happy!!

I worked 12 PM - 7 PM today [not too
bad of a day]. Now, I'm sitting here watching Brady and my niece,
Haley. Haley is asleep w/ her Zoe doll [She's so cute]. I'd take a
picture if my digital camera wasn't stolen. I'm still pissed off about
that, but I know it's not going to do any good. It was the 2nd camera
stolen off me, and the cops here are worth a damn unless someone is
cooking up a meth lab. Wes came into CVS tonight to buy some beer. He
was like "Hey Sarah, how's it going?" It was wierd... I actually wonder
what happen to him since he moved to Scottsburg after I broke up w/
him. He's living here and working in Seymour now. He ask me for my
number, but I don't think anythings going to happen there because he
looks different then when we were going out. He doesn't have that HOTT
body anymore... LOL... [That and he shaved his head - And I like my men
w/ hair - teehee]. Anyways, my mom is psycho, work sucks, and Brady
and I are doing well, and Julio is still around. I'm out.



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[H][A][P][P][Y] [T][H][A][N][K][S][G][I][V][I][N][G]!!!


Work
sucked today... But when doesn't it. Everyone was shocked because we
were opened on Thanksgiving [like it was the first Thanksgiving we've
every been open]. Duh... We're open EVERY holiday. It's okay, though.
The time and 1/2 plus holiday looks good on my check. Someone stole my
digital camera, so I have to go to the police station and file a
report. I'm so pissed off; it was stolen right out of my purse. That's
the 2nd digital camera stolen off of me. North Vernon is full of theify
bastards. On another note, I think Liz and I are 1/2 way cool. At
least, we messaged each other on MySpace, and I think we're alright.
Anyways, I'm off here.



PEACE OUT!!

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OMG!! Liz messaged me on myspace. I
can't believe she's still mad at me
for the whole Donald thing. Grr... Oh well, I messaged her back.
Hopefully, she'll understand that I don't have a problem with her, and
I'm over it. Oh well, that was some excitement to look forward to on
MySpace after work [not]. Oh well, MySpace is still fun. On another
subject, I'm mixed with feelings between Donnie and Julio. [NOTE TO
SELF : Donald and Donnie are not the same people].  I don't want
to make Julio's heart because I do like him and I have fun with him...
But the first time I hung with Donnie I got this wierd feeling [a good
feeling]. I haven't felt that way about anyone since Lee, so I
definitely want to give him a chase... Oh yeah, and Julio is REALLY
JEALOUS over everyone of my friends!! But what should I do about
Julio... [hmmm]? Anyways, I think now I'm off to go home.

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Today
sucked!! I worked 12 1/2 hours today [9:30 am - 10 pm]... I had to do a
photo shoot which Linda [which sucked because she thinks she's so
perfect - long story]. Then I was stuck working with Michelle and Leah
[they are cool - but not to work with]. They're so lazy...

After my
break, this guy I went to school with came into CVS tonight and bought
some beer. Well, he came in 2 hours later and as if I was still here.
Michelle paged me up, so I had to talk to him. Blah...
I didn't remember him. But he ask me if I was single and I told him I
was seeing someone... But he still wanted to talk to me. Nathan and
Tiff came into CVS about that time. So... I wrote down a number and
gave it to him. Nathan was like "Woah... Go Sarah".

This really nice lady came in tonight and because I was nice and helped
her w/ her pictures, she's going to give me some free products for the
Pamper Parlor. [W][O][O][T]! She was wonderful; she made me dreadfully aweful day so much better!!




THATS IT!! I'm out now. Peace.




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I figured it was about time for a new layout!!

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For
a little bit of an update... What they say about mexican men isn't
always true [LOL]. Anyways, after the 5th day of knowing Julio, he told
me he loved me, and he bought me a $100 ring. Woah... I think he's
moving a little bit too fast. Chad finally called me yesterday three
days ago [twice]. I didn't answer my phone because I was with Julio.
Two days ago, he called me again on my cell and I ansered it because he
changed his cell number and I didn't recognize it. You finally calls
when I meet someone... Grr... Blah... I don't know if I even want to be
with Julio because he's REALLY REALLY jealous of my guy friends. When
they call me, he's like "Why are they calling you?" I can't do the
jealous males. Okie besides guys suck, I still hate CVS. Brady is doing
good; he's very testy, but I love him anyways. Now, I'm going to get
off here and go home. Peace out.



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"Later days - & - Better Lays!"