I have a beautiful daughter, Adilynn Marie, who was born July 19th; she's perfect in every way. Brady is the best big brother; he loves her so much. This passed Sunday was my first day back to work since I had her. It was hard; I missed her terribly. I'm coping with it though. I wish I would've gone back to work sooner though because my dumba** boyfriend spent all my money and now I have no way of paying my rent (which is late). On another note, my sister has a car in my name and she hasn't paid a payment in 3 months. She totally lied to me about paying them. Now, I'm probably going to be getting sued. I have to come up w/ 600 dollars to make a payment on that stupid car and my rent. I'm so pissed off. I had AWESOME credit and now it's fuckin' ruined. My sister's in the hospital getting enduced (she should have her baby either around midnight or EARLY in the morning), so I know she's not going to be making the paying tomorrow like she's suppose to. On top of all that, my kids don't have insurance because the stupid DFC office is a fuckin' piss of BULLSH*T. I'm so over them d*ckin' around because none of the people in there know what the f*ck they're doing.

Grr...

Why does EVERYONE just want to screw me over?

I guess that's what I get for being such a nice person; I'm going to have to learn how to be a b*tch.

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Updated pictures of the viewers:

(Me getting enduced at 7am. I got drugged up at noon. I was having lots of back labor but no contractions, and I was dialated to 6 1/2 when I gott he hospital. After they finally broke my water, I was in labor for 2 hours and pushed for 30 minutes. I had her at 6:18pm. She was 7 lbs and 18.5 inches long (head - 34.5 cm); she was so tiny.

(My handsome lil' man)

(My beautiful baby girl) 

(My awesome kids, 3 1/2 years apart) 

(Brady's rotten side) 

(Adilynn at a few weeks old. Now, she can finally fit into her newborn clothes.)