November 8, 2005
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I
put a new picture in the background... I drew it this morning after
Julio left. [After I ask him to leave after our "little talk"]. It's a
mix between being broken hearted and my favorite flower [a daisy].
Yeah... I meet another good guy, but it didn't work out this time
because I miss Lee. Life sucks. I know he doesn't feel the same way
about me, so I don't know why I care so much about him. I guess I'm
holding on, hoping he comes around and says "I love you" [like in some
romantic movie or something]. Julio has called me 4 times today. This
morning he called and left a voicemail saying "I love you, Sarah. I can
make you happy and fix your heart. Bye. I love you". I don't want to be
with any other guy except Lee, but I know Brady needs a "father-figure"
in his life. Oviously, that's not going to be Lee!! Other than that, we
good... We're alive. I still hate CVS [more now than ever] But what can
you do - - - It's money!! Blah... I'm out. Peace.
Comments (1)
Sorry to hear about your guy problems. You already know my advice, forget about Lee, but don't get with this other guy just to have a male around. If you keep going to church as Brady gets older there will be plenty of male figures around, a good ones too. You need a good, Christian husband Sarah (one you want to be with), and don't you forget it. You're worth so much to God and don't deserve less than the best. I know it's hard, I myself am going through a similar situation but if we keep our focus on God and Jesus as our first love, everything will work out in the end (to quote scripture) "for good for the one's who love him". Hang in there, kid, there will be better days!
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